A Fall Monday

Hard to believe another Monday has rolled around. Seems like the days are just going faster and fast. We're having a beautiful fall at least. The leaves are gorgeous and it's warmer than normal for this time of year. I don't know that we'll ever get all the leaves up out of our yard. Seems like a never ending battle.

Ever have a day that you feel that no one understands you? And worse, that no one cares to understand you? I'm having one of those. I feel so frustrated, and alone. I feel like no one cares, nor does anyone care to try to see my side of things. Maybe I just should have stayed in bed. *Ü*

Monday, Monday

So here we are again, another Monday. Gray and gloomy too. Suits my mood. Had someone key my car this weekend. Why would anyone want to do that? What did it do for them? Did it make their rotten mood better? Did it prove they were tough and could do whatever they wanted? Or was it simpler than that, was someone just bored? I guess I should be thankful, it's only going to be $300 to get the car fixed. It could have been worse. But just the idea that someone had so little respect for someone else's property. It's a sad world we live in. :(

Thursdays

Thursdays have always been a favorite day of mine - the almost-end of a school week or work week, the anticipation of a full weekend. Co-workers week long bad moods seem to lift with every passing hour, the tense atmosphere just seems to dissipate. And today, hey, today the SUN is shining! It's been dreary here all week. All last weekend too. And today the sun is out and it's not 100 degrees.....

Sure wish I could be home playing hookey!

Another day, another dollar

You know, growing up I never thought I would be where I am in life. I figured I'd be successful, a lawyer maybe, have a child, or maybe two. But here I am, stuck in a dead end job and no children. It's amazing to me how different things end up being than what we thought they would. I have a college degree, but I don't know why. I sure don't need it to do what I'm doing now. Some days it's hard to get up and drag myself in to work, knowing there's no end to this in sight. And why? So I can buy another thing, another piece of something that I don't really need, that doesn't really make me happy, that I could live without? Maybe I need to sit down and rearrange my proirities. I'm not getting any younger, my dh isn't getting any younger, and life just keeps slipping us by. I find myself wishing for Fridays, and all I'm doing is wishing my life away, a Friday at a time.

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I SWORE I would never have a blog. But here I am. Mostly because I wanted to post some encouragement to a friend of mine on her blog. So we'll see it I actually post and stick with this or not.

Another dreary day here. Cloudy, depressing. But hey, at least it's not Monday, right?

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